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FAVORITE DIRECTORS

& MY FAVORITE FILM OF THEIRS


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THE EXHAUSTING YEAR OF 2025

“The present is the child of the past,
and the mother of the future”

Tennessee Williams


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SURFACE LEVEL INFORMATION

“Taxidermy, ambiguity, birdwatching,
deadbeats,
harm reduction,
wikipedia.com,
long talks, houses,
1970s cars, bdsm,
lukewarm showers,
crooked teeth,
eroticism, film,
walking barefoot,
murder ballads,
stained glass,
Dennis Cooper,
needles, hands,
long-haired men,
tragic endings,
citrus, lists”

“The common
belief in evil
,
sci-fi, cynicism,
internet debating,
forced circumcision,
long-legged insects,
sensationalism,
anesthesia, moralism,
supernatural beliefs,
militarism, musicals,
power outages,
pop psychology,
action films,
the incurious,
performative
outrage”


  Books  

"the painted bird"
jerzy kosiński
"the sleep of reason"
david james smith
"back roads"
tawni o'dell
"the divine farce"
michael sa graziano
"lapvona"
ottessa moshfegh
"the sluts"
dennis cooper
"dream boy"
jim grimsley
"the girl next door"
jack ketchum
"eileen"
ottessa moshfegh
"we have always lived in the castle"
shirley jackson

  Musicians  

“Chat Pile,
Jeff Buckley,
Lightnin' Hopkins,
swans, the doors,
ethel cain, abba,
simon & garfunkel,
sunkilmoon, Lingua-
Ignota, death in-
june, patti smith,
la dispute, grimes,
ramleh, nina simone,
messa, patsy cline,
joni mitchell, geese,
eyehategod, king-
woman, olivia-
rodrigo, yowler,
brutalismus 3000,
the front bottoms,
rufus wainwright,
annabelle dinda,
the smiths, björk,
the temptations,
bob dylan, hole,
Stina Nordenstam,
nicole dollanganger,
Charles Bradley”

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  Artists  

“WIP"








  Field of study  

"sociology of crime and violence"

   current   

  fixations  

"medieval history, witch persecution, familicide, violence as spectacle, war"

  lucky numbers  

“four + seven”

  colors  

“brown + black”

  directors  

“find them here”

  films  

“find those here”

  short films  

“find those here”


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